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earth tones, birthstones, and erogenous zones
my dreams are manifesting. on the real.
5 years ago I got it in my soul that I would, “move to the Big Island one day, get a truck, live on a ranch…and have a beautiful, long-haired, mountain man.” well, that one day is here. 2/4 of my dreams are what I’m living right now, and I’m following my passion for education and doing EXACTLY what I want to do with my life. I can’t even fathom it, I thought these dreams would come so much farther down the line. now I’m not saying life is perfect — even when dreams come true there are still the challenges, but I can honestly say that I am daily becoming exactly the person I’ve always imagined I would be… since the time I was a likkle girl. today, and everyday, I am surrounded by the palpable energy of love in the community I live in, the incredible people in my life, and the sacred land I live with (not on). I’ve found that if you follow your passion, you will find success.
excuse all this positive self-affirmation, but I’m just taking a moment to celebrate. here’s a toast to living one’s dream.
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What is there to do with this powerful, undeniable chemistry that no environment can keep controlled?
In my memory, we met when I was 18. You claim that we met far before then, at 15. Last night, on our second bottle of wine, you recounted the first time we met in detail that astounded me — but I still can’t recall it. I wonder why you can. I still remember that, at 18, you were the first person to ever ask me on a date….granted, it was to go pig hunting (lol). I remember that, at 18, you were the first person to get under my skin in that wonderfully frustrating way. In your words, I love you by day and love/hate you by night. I especially love/hated you that night when you placed me on top of the pool table and you finally got my lips to submit to the kiss you’d been incessantly trying to plant on me. Our nicknames for each other (that we still use) make me giggle, a lot — they couldn’t be more fitting. We had a behind-the-scenes thing back then…or at least we thought we did. I learned last night that everyone could feel what was between us that summer, 5 years ago. I learned last night that everyone can still feel what’s between us, 5 years later.
When this kinda pull between beings exists in nature it needs to be dealt with, but you’re with her and I respect that. We live on the same island now, we’ll have to practice self-control. One day we’ll play with the chemistry and conduct this science experiment, but for now we’ll just have to react independently.
I know many, many forms of love and I have no shortage of love in my life — but there is a deep, intimate, soul-to-soul love that I have never shared with another. no one has even come close to loving me in that way…maybe I’m unlovable like that or maybe I’ve just never let anyone come that close
….I guess I’m just thinking out loud, spewing mundane musings onto your screens, carry on.